This past week has been a roller coaster. I only had one day off this week because I picked up a shift for a friend, and on that day that is usually my regular day off, guests were being so rude. At the beginning of my shift, a guy who was standing 2 feet away from me, was complaining to his family about how the line was so long because I was doing my job wrong. Hearing that bugged me only because I knew I wasn't doing my job wrong. Most of what we say at Spaceship Earth goes in one ear and out the other, but that day it seemed like more people than usual weren't paying any attention. About an hour before the park closed, there was a large family with one man in an electric scooter waiting under the big ball. Two grown men in the group started honking the horn and sarcastically yelling that they needed help. Everything echoes under the ball and they were being obnoxious. I went over there to ask if they needed help (because they were yelling "SOS" and we have a wheelchair entrance that I thought they might need help finding) and then the man in the scooter drove away. The wife in the group told me that they were just being crazy and she looked annoyed as well. I went back over to my station outside of the entrance of the ride and then the other grown man in the group started yelling at me. He sarcastically applauded me and said thank you for embarrassing his friend in the scooter and it was my fault that he didn't want to get on the ride. The man in the scooter had a prosthetic leg, but I did nothing other than ask them if they needed help, and his friend blamed me for making him not want to ride. I had already had a stressful day and was embarrassed that someone yelled at me in front of so many other people and I started to cry. Thank god it was dark outside so other guests couldn't tell unless they were looking right at me. I felt bad that I might have offended someone with a disability, but in retrospect, I know I didn't do anything wrong. One of my coworkers came over to me and told me not to worry about it and that the guy was out of line and he handed me a tissue. So sweet. After work that night, me and Mary Holland went to eat chicken wings. The next day went really well. I think somehow people knew that I needed to have a good day at work.
I was scheduled for a 13 hour shift on Thursday, and after I cried in front of guests, I knew that I needed to take a personal day and I could have my two days off that week. And I had a great day! I took an Uber to get Panera for lunch and then I got a foot massage. I laid out by the pool for the rest of the day.

The next day at work was really overwhelming. It was one of the last days of the Food and Wine Festival, so huge groups of super drunk people were coming to ride Spaceship Earth. They yell and don't know where to sit, or they've lost one person in their group, or they ask the same irrelevant questions over and over. It gets even more hectic than usual. I was in the position of the person who powers up the ride and has a lot of control when we had an automatic stop. It wasn't an emergency, there was a backpack strap out of one of the cars so the ride thought someone was trying to jump out of their seat. Anyway, I was in charge of calling maintenance and sending people to find out what was wrong with the ride. I had 3 people talking to me all at once and this was the first time I have done something like this so I had no idea what to do. Thank god it wasn't an emergency!!! I got really flustered because there was so much going on and people were telling all to do different things. It took a few minutes, but everything got back to normal with the help of Sarah, my coordinator for that day. I want something to happen when I'm in that position again because I want to have a do over so I can redeem myself and people won't be telling me what to do.
I know that it's Disney World, but some days are just really stressful. People feel entitled because they spent so much money to get there, and I want to make their vacation fun, but sometimes it's the guests that make me want to never come back. I think that working here has been a good lesson for me because I am learning to not care as much about if people are mean. Yes, I did just cry last week because someone was mean, but smaller problems are starting not to affect me as much anymore, and I am really grateful for that! I have always been really sensitive, especially when it comes to people being mad at me, but I am slowly caring less and less, and I like it! I think that this is an odd way to learn a really important life lesson. Working at Disney is helping me not care if people are mean. That makes me laugh!
I ended my week on a positive note, which I believe is important. On Monday, a group of Spaceship Earth girls went to Epcot to enjoy the last day of the Food and Wine Festival! We wanted to try a few more food items before it was over, but also we were celebrating that that was the last day of huge groups of really drunk guests. I stopped at France and got the creme brûlée and I hate to say that I didn't really like it. We had heard about a memorial backstage for the crisis in Paris. We went back there and it was touching. There were so many bouquets of flowers, candles, and big French flag. I am glad that we were able to see it. We then went on to the Brazil booth and I got crispy pork and it was delicious!! that was one of my favorite things that I had at Food and Wine. We then went to Belgium and got waffles, they were yummy and really cute, but nothing special. It was so hot that day, we decided that we needed to find air conditioning. One of my friends had a Disney visa card that got us into some special lounge for free soda! We were taking advantage of the free ice water and Diet Coke when I saw a couple that I recognized from my Instagram news feed. Their account is Oh Yeah Disney and it's obviously all about Disney! The account is really popular and they also sell Mickey ears on Etsy. I was so excited to see them and went over to say hi! They were so nice and asked to follow my Insta account. My day was made at that point and it was only noon.




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| Emily, me, Laura, Cayley, Kelci, and Chlesi with Spaceship Earth in the background! |
All of my friends went to work at 3, but I was off so I took the monorail to Magic Kingdom! I made sure I left with enough time to get a good view of the Festival of Fantasy parade, my favorite! I love going to the parks by myself because I can do whatever I want! I try to do something new every time I go to the park, just so I can do everything at least once. I saw the Philharmagic for the first time and loved it. I also did a little roller coaster called Barnstormer, it was cute but it lasted only a few seconds. When I got off that ride, a guy about my age that was standing in front of me in line stopped me to tell me that I looked "absolutely beautiful" and he hoped that I had a good night. I was so caught off guard but I know I said thank you. I was confused at first and didn't know what was happening, but it made my day! I got dinner and then found a spot to watch the fireworks. The show is called Wishes and I love the music because it's so magical. I left as soon as it was over in hopes of beating the rush to the monorail. I only waited for about 15 minutes, but as I was standing on the ramp, an older lady in front of me collapsed and her family lowered her to the ground. A cast member called 911 and her family was asking if there was a doctor around. A man and woman made their way to her and he started to take her pulse. The lady was asking if she was diabetic, and she was. I was worried, but there was nothing I could do, and after hearing that she was diabetic I knew that her blood sugar was probably low. It made me a little teary eyed just because it made me miss my parents because they both have the knowledge to help in a situation like that. Right before I got on the monorail, I saw the lady sitting up on the ground, so I knew she'd be alright.




